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Ba dum twhump. Heart beats. Racing faster than I can run. I wonder if you can hear it. Ba dum twhump. Pulse pounds. Blood rushes at the speed of sound. I wonder if you can see it. Ba dum twhump. Heart skips. Breath is gone, just like that. It will always be you.

There are words that I do not say Words like 'I love you', 'come back to me' and 'stay' Sometimes 'I'm sorry', 'I miss you' and 'goodbye' These are things I won't reveal Because the silence is kinder than you

I would gladly trade my Halo, For a moment in your embrace. Heaven's light is shining, Down upon my face. Though the light is great and good, I'd still throw away my Grace. Your human arms would hold, When I deemed to break. Though my place here is certain, I wonder what we could make. I could Fall to Earth for you, Though it might be a mistake. Is it better to wonder, And stay in guarantee? Or to forge ahead, And find out what could be? It is my choice to make of two, Different paths set before me. Though I would gladly trade my Halo, For a moment of your time, I wonder if it's worth it, To give up what's already mine.

she forever spins away and away from love, truth she hurts them one by one so they hate her so they won't see she's less so they stop giving what she'll never be enough to deserve not good enough not smart enough not strong enough not whole enough so they won't see she has no heart to give she would be ashamed to present anyone with the mangled mess that she's called her heart fo so long to lay it upon the scales of truth and be found wanting instead she has put it away buried it in ice in stone hoping to return and find it whole but knowing she will wait forever because a whole heart is a Neverland dream she clothes her

Humor is my defense, like a magician with misdirection, I force your eyes the other way. Dark clouds hide, to rain on my parade, but I'm a pessimist. It's too bad you can't see, my meaningless scribbling. You'd laugh, I'd joke, and you'd be under my spell again; wondering if you'd seen, that fuzzy thing on the edge of memory. You'll never see, the pain in my heart, or the blood on my lips, from all the hearts I've devoured. The monster sleeps inside.

Every smile is fake. Every word is a lie. Every kiss you press, to my treacherous flesh, is a clever device, to keep me drowning in you. I offered you my bruised, and beaten heart. I put it on a sliver platter, for you. I'm yours to break, or yours to woo.

I know the planes of your face in starlight, and the hum when your body flickers like a candle. I know your smile in the evening, and the twinkle of your eye basking in the afterglow. But as afterglow fades and daylight shines through, I wonder if I really know you. Are you more than just a pretty face, with proposed treachery in your heart? I wonder and ponder but forget it all in the warmth of your smile.

I wear them like a brand I'm proud to let them show Experiences and consequences Reminders of the past Baking cookies Sliding into home Chickenpox Belly button ring They are scars And they are mine